| | Current Music: | hung up AGAIN | | Security: | | | Time: | 11:51 pm | | Current Mood: | accomplished |
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| doh!
why?? WHY??
why did i think ab attack, body pump and then yogalates would be a good idea? i live on the fourth floor and stairs hurt so bad!!!
aahhh but think of the pain tomorrow! i cant wait!!
and im getti good at yoga!! apart from the ones where you have to sit. bastard hamstrings. but we did the tortoise! and i am so good at balances!!!! oh i just love it!!
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| | Current Music: | STILL hung up!!! | | Security: | | | Subject: | bleurgh!!! | | Time: | 05:45 pm | | Current Mood: | bored |
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| ok. so its finally happened. im bored. like, really bored. after nearly two months of non-job (well, day job anyway) im begining to get really really bored. i tried to fill my time with the gym but i started getting up too late and making a hundred and one excuses not to go. ive started again now. and if anyone knowsa good reason to get up in the morning please tell meso i stop sleeping in till 2. then i tried to fill my time with coffee. this just meant i was bored really quickly. andspent waaaaaaaaaay too much time in starbucks. the cute gay barista at the bucks on the green actually knows my order now. so ive cut down to one a week unless invited by people. ive tried filling my time with reading but ive just realised i read a thousandpage book in a week, and at that rate im just gonna turn into one of those weird sci-fi geeks. ive tried filling my time with job hunting but that has begun to physically hurt. every-so-often i getthe chanceto fill it with drink and boys (not often enough if u ask me!!). ive given myself a bit of a makeover - new hair, contacts, trying to change my style a bit, but that all involves money which most of the time im feeling too poor to spend. but when im feeling really rich i fill it with shopping (oh my you all just HAVE to see my new jumper!!!). at least i do have a job to give mesome money to play with, although three jamie cullum shows in a row and i think i might go INSANE!!
dont get me wrong, yes this is a rant, but it isnt a depressed rant, merely a bored one. i just want a job!!
ive begun lying as well "ive come to realise that a career in science is not for me" yeah right. well if it gets me a job ill talk those little lies!!!
ive just started whoring myself out to friends and family in hope of a job. so far it has been to housemate kate and my bro. both jobs would be merchandisers. i think i could do that. i do absolutely love clothes!!!
ive been home two weeks in a row. its been really good to catch up with my family. super fun! and free alcohol!!
and then gay tennis yesterday. man! the coach is HOT HOT HOT!!! russel. mmmmmmm. im totally crap though. i think i need some private lessons to perfect my technique. heh heh heh. and i still cant stop listening to hung up by madonna. i love it!
im doingtwo gym classes in a row thiseve, and might stay on for a third if im not feeling dead! woo!
my contacts are getting easier to put in and take out. yay! but now that my hair is slightly longer i get this annoying little flick at the sie of my head. raaaaah!!
but i just simpley cant wait for the silwood fun run!! im gonna be a STAR!! literally, im gonna be a star. i have the outfit all thought out. a yellow cone on my head, yellow triangles along my forearms and calves. then a yellow sheet in a star shape attached to them to make the body of the star. all ringed with tinsel. its gonna be amazing! | comments: Leave a comment  |
| well! WHAT a week!
as of last tues i FABULOUS new gay hair! think franz frdinand, think 80s, you're almost there!! and i have contacts to go with too! i can put them in easily enough, but getting them out is proving to be a bit of a bitch!! getting better at it all though!!
spent the weekend at home, was soooooo good to see my family again! i really miss them, which is weird! drink and dancing and LOTS of food. yum!!!
and then this evening. wow. i mean. oh my GOH....!!! there were two gymnasts using a little girl AS A HUMAN SKIPPING ROPE!! one held her ankles, the other her wrists and round and round she went while another gymnast jumped over her like she was skipping! it was freaky. freeee-key!!
and another fraky thing last thursday, the windowof the restaurant below the flat was used for some arty thing. its hard to explain so bear with me. they made the windo into a big white box, inside of which were five childrens manaquins. with the freaky faces and androgenous rudey bits. weird. i dont like dolls and i REALLY dont like kiddy manaquins!! and there were annoying arty types outside all day smoking saying things like " yah, yah, you know you are totally right, yah, yah." etc. fucked up.
and my bitching;lwihegkqgnkrnghermanager came up to me today and said nice haircut. i just wanted punch her in the face and push her down the stairs. i mean, what a total bitch!!!
good times!
PS. i LOVE madges new song! hung up! its amazing!! just AMAZING!!! | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Security: | | | Subject: | !!!! | | Time: | 01:45 am | | Current Mood: | OUTRAGED!! simply OUTRAGED!!! |
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| oh im OUTRAGED!! i just DONT believe she actually said that!
my manager. !!!!!
manager: everything ok? me: yeah thanks, not a bad shift so far. manager: good good. so, er, when are you getting your hair cut? me: excuse me? umm, well ive been meaning to get it done for a while now, but its not that important to me, i quite like it. next week probably. why? manager: oh, because it looks a mess. doesnt it annoy you? me: no, actually im used to it.
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what a bi-otch!!! | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| well wow.just wow. i think that might have been one of the most fantastic nights of my life. just. wow.
it all started off as aimee and i going to the works haloween party as harry potter and hermione granger. we won the proze for best dressed of course! but as not many people went it ended at about 9:30. this is when everything starts getting hazy and not even aimee remembers much. we went to the uni union bar. a few doubles later and we were kissing (girls i know! puke and double puke!!) and then onto g-a-y club - or so we thought. a quick stop at what possibly was a brazilian bar for a toilet break for aimee. she thought i waited outside but i am certain i remember beige floor tiles and ochre door frames!and then onto the club (although neither of us remember actually getting there) aimee almost wasnt let in cos she looks a bit arsey after a few drinks, but a few soft words from me and everything was fine. this is wen the almost total blackout starts. boy after boy after boy! chatting, kissing, drinking, kissing, dancing, drinking, kissing, drinking, dancing!! nonames that i remember. all fun though. oh good times!
after that a little more drinking/dancing/boying and i ended the eve with some foreign dude (urgh - extra puke) in a blue t-shirt thinking where is aimee? oh thats right i dont really care.
its now about 8:30am and im just off to bed.
good times, well, good drinks.
night ;) | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Dolly! | | Security: | | | Time: | 09:46 pm | | Current Mood: | happy |
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| oh where to start??!?
back working at the hall. booo. but money. yay!! oh but there is the plus that i get to watch hubbuh-hubbuh-UBER-hotty Paolo :D
bank given me more money. yay!! nice barclays man. yay!!
clubbing with two of my friends at heaven last weds. major yay! was sooooo much fun! not seen them in ages!and when they went home i stayed on and did some dancing on my own! and then i met Leandro. *sigh* major uber hotty ohmygod wow phew brazilian cutie!! we danced and chatted and kissed and danced and kissed and kissed and kissed. he is so good at that. and then theres the times when we were just chatting and suddenly he kisses me and say in his knee-weakeningly sexy brazilian accent "sorry, i just had to kiss you right then".
i met upwith him the morning after and he said it was a shame we werent somewhere where he could kiss me more. *sigh*
then i saw him the following monday and we went shopping, ended up in the costa on old compton street (how did that happen i wonder...) in one of the secluded downstairs seats. he is just as good at kissing when im sober as when im drunk. i mean WOW.seriously people. this man knows good kissing. lots of movement, tongue but not too much tongue, lip nibbling, small kisses down my neck, hands working there way up my back. phew. and then more shopping once i get my breath back and can comfortably stand (boys, you know wat im talking about). then we suddenly dont have anything else to do, oh we should go home, well you can comeback to mine i say after working up the courage for 20 mins. so more of the amazing kissing. then stuff. wow. and i thought the kissing was good. :|
but now he is in brazil for three weeks. simon is a sad panda.
but i joined the gym for FREE!!! yay! cant go til saturday but i cant wait!! squeeeeeeeeee!!
but have three eves of work ahead of me and no other job prospects. bugger.
but Leandro comes back on the 18th. :D :D :D :D | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| | Security: | | | Subject: | uh-oh!! | | Time: | 01:39 pm | | Current Mood: | hungover |
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| ok. so i puked. we've all done it before. although i didnt realise until i woke up and THERE IT WAS on the floor. yuck. i've managed to stink out the entire floor. yuck.
and i fell off a tree. if i actually bruised then i would have a giant bruise about where my left kidney is. it hurts.
got my result yesterday. a pass. yay. :D although if they had pass, merit, distinction im pretty sure i would have gotten a merit. ho hum. oh well. :)
but results means DRINKS!! (hence puke) too much red wine and pizza. but oh so good!!
wat else have i done?? ummmm. oh yeah, UPS FUCKERS finally picked up my poor dead laptop to take back to COMPAQ FUCKERS to get fixed. had a totally FABULOUS dinner party at lolos, her friends are really nice. went back to work. got a lot of "are you new" and "poh my god its you!!" and "theres something different about you now...." (i have much longer hair now)
and i got this link from a friends blog thing but its sooooo funny!! my super heroe weakness is sailors!! its so true! and i ride a zebra! how FABULOUS DARLING!
| Your Superhero Profile |  Your Superhero Name is The Doc Squirrel Your Superpower is Winking Your Weakness is Sailors Your Weapon is Your Glue Shotgun Your Mode of Transportation is Zebra |
i hope that works.... | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Security: | | | Time: | 03:54 pm | | Current Mood: | happy |
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| oh i had TWO missed calls from different people! im well upset i missed them! one from somewhere in london, and one from around silwood i think... but all the phones on campus have london dialling codes. hmmmm.
just finished my second shift back. 120 year tens from inner city london schools. fun! not.
moving out of silwood tomorrow. i have so much crap. i dont want to carry it up four flights of stairs to my new room!
BUT im not working on sunday so i can go to gay-day at london zoo!!! :D :D
but im gonna have to ask pappy and mamma for some money for rent., i hate asking them for it. maybe i should use the word loan then hope they forget....
and its lolos FABULOUS dinner-party tonight! i get to meet some of her weird-ass friends and drink with carly, jo and lolo! yay! :D
my laptop is still dead. ups are picking it up on monday so hopefully ill have iot back by friday! although most likely it will be early sometime next week. :(
well time for me to go get an oyster card. im so excited!! :D | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Security: | | | Time: | 04:26 pm | | Current Mood: | content |
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| gragh!!
id forgotten how exciting cycling along high street ken is!! woohoo! :D
but then i got to college. where are all the bike racks? oh yeah they took them away and made a bike-park under one of the bui;dings.....
which building was that again? i'll have a look around.
ah there it is! oh what a brilliant idea. steps to get into it. amazing. not a ramp. noooooo. that would have been obvious. stupid people.
oh cool u need ur swipe card to get in! fun! uh-oh. my swipe card doesnt work. DAMN security!
so i'll just find somewhere outside college. its ok. and then to top it all off i left my bike helmet swinging from my handle-bars. luckily was still there when i got back. yay!
so enough of the moan.
THE SILWOOD BALL!!!
oh its was gooooood!! GIANT hog roast! mmm-mmm-MMMMMMM!!!! and all the decorations and the drinks and the dancing! oh it was so much fun! but i lost my hat. :(
and then back to london on sunday. lola helped me move. love her!! so could bring back more stuff and not have to do two trips. my new room is small but dont plan on spending much time in there so its ok. :)
and todaay was spent cleaning. they're a messy lot but i'll whip them into shape!!
OH NO!!! DISASTER STRIKES!!! my laptop has died. again. :( it did the same thing 6 months ago. luckily it is still under warranty. but will come back with his memory wiped clean. no more pictures of the fun. no more essays. no more music. no more pictures of hot men. :(
ah well!
on the positive side im working on weds and fri! (im not sure why that is the silver lining....)
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| | Current Music: | Goldfrapp (again!!): Strict Machine | | Security: | | | Time: | 12:41 am | | Current Mood: | ecstatic |
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| oh wat a lovely day! and lovely rower types. mmmmmmm. very impressed with becks, laura vivian, tanya and alex!! they won the losers bit! (this is a good achievement! meant they only lost one race!!)
and sitting in the sun doing nothing and drinking beer. aaaahhh. and oggling the occaisional cutie. almost a perfect day. :)
and i got to shout. I LOVE SHOUTING!!! COME ON BUNNIES!! COME ON BUNNIES!!!
and i dont have to pull an all nighter. yay.
oh and wat a big storm!! its gonna be too hot to sleep again tonight, and im not as tired as i usually am.
i just like to thank all the people who helped me through my thesis (carly, lola, chris). oh im gonna cry! i cant believe the year has gone so quickly :( and wat FUN its been!!! :D
actually i think i might be quite tired after all, not in a ranty or particularly witty mood at all! :O
hehehe!
beer will sort that out tomorrow!!!
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